My Love

I wrote this letter especially for you
To prove that my love for you is true
You are my eternal sunshine
You are my true valentine

My son Eric, you are unbelievably beautiful
For you I would risk dying in duel
Words cannot express
What it makes me feel when I see you in distress

My son Eric, you mean so much to me
I never knew this could be
My love is so strong, it makes me fly
You are so beautiful, like the most beautiful sky

This candy is for you, I hope you will like it
Because loving you, I will never quit
This poem has come to an end
There are many more I would like to send



A dream defines me, defines you for me:

A ship,
with a picture frame sail
folding in the wind.
On the sail a portrait of you,
stenciled in light.
I sit on the bow
back turned away from you
(folding in the wind)
and fall back into your portrait
(sinking in,
bellows around me,
folding me in)
as you drive the bow
straight into starlight:
empty edge of my world.

How could I trust
such a long lost dream
should you ever come true?
But if I never wake
the dream never fades
so I dream you here inside me,
...inside my sleep.



It's been a year daddy,
I really, really miss you,
Mommy says your safe now,
In a beautiful place called Heaven.

Oh thinking about our younger years,

We had your favourite dinner tonight,

There was only you and me,

I ate it all up!

We were young and wild and free,

Even though I don't like carrots.

Now nothing can take you away from me,

I learned how to swim this summer!

We've been down that road before,

I can even open my eyes,

That's over now,

While I'm underwater,

You may be coming back for more.

Can you see me?

Baby you're all that I want,
When you're lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe,
We're in Heaven,

I started Kindergarten this year,

Love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart,
It isn't too hard to see...we're in Heaven.

I carry a picture of us, in my Blues Clues lunch box,

Oh once in your life, You'll find someone,

You are the greatest daddy,

Who will turn your world around,
Pick you up when you're feeling down,
Now nothing can change what you mean to me,

I can swing on the swing by myself!

There's a love that I can say,
Just hold me now,

Even though I miss you pushing me,

Cause a love will light the way.

Can you see me?

Baby you're all that I want,
When you're lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe,
We're in Heaven,

I miss how you used to tickle me!

Love is all that I need,

Tickle my belly!

And I found it there in your heart,

My belly hurts,

It isn't too hard to see...we're in Heaven.

I try not to cry,

I've been waiting for so long,

Mommy says it's ok,

Something too right,
Love to come along,

I know you don't like it when I cry,

Now our dreams are coming true,
Through the good times and the bad,

Never knew what it means to be sad,

I'll be standing there by you,

I try daddy but it hurts,

Baby you're all that I want,

Cause I'm sure you're not coming home,

When you're lying here in my arms,

Maybe some day,

Finding it hard to believe...we're in Heaven,

I can visit you in Heaven ok?

And love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart,
It isn't too hard too see,
We're in Heaven.

It's time for me to go to bed now,

Oohh Oohh Oohh

I sleep with the light on,
Just in case you come home,
And kiss me goodnight.

I love you so much.
(We're in Heaven)

I miss you daddy.